Am I What I Am ?

Am I what I am ?
My SELF questions ME often
Am I what I am ?

To EXPERIENCE what I am
I need to BELIEVE what I am
To believe what I am
I need to KNOW what I am
To know what I am
I need to know a HUMAN who experienced himself
To obtain such a GURU/MASTER
I need to pray GOD
To BECOME what I am
I BIND my MASTER within ME FOREVER

With FAITH and BELIEF in GURU, I need to follow METHOD suggested by HIM
Through this method, GURU seeds DIVINE craving in my HEART

Once the DIVINE link is recognized by myself
I am NO more Alone as I experience mySELF, every moment
I am NO more afraid of anything as I experience DIVINE within ME, every moment.
I am NO longer a WANDERER as I know the REAL GOAL of HUMAN LIFE

I remember HIM often, with the suggested METHOD, so as to learn to LOVE
In HIS CONSTANT REMEMBRANCE I experience my SELF
In HIS CONSTANT REMEMBRANCE I experience the BLISS in being connnected to HIM within ME
In HIS CONSTANT REMEMBRANCE I experience to know what I am in REALITY

With REALITY in view I adore MISSION established by my GURU
I serve it in my own way
To help myself to be in contact with mySELF

An urge to dedicate my LIFE to MASTER, METHOD and MISSION is thus seeded.

At this point, my SELF doesn't ask ME
Am I What I am ?
But it conveys me that only after merge with DIVINE/GURU
I am what I am !!!

Love and Like

On the way, if you see a rose flower and being attracted to its beauty, you plucked the flower and separated it from its mother-branch of the tree, which nourishes it for it's longevity, it means that you just liked it, but you didn't loved it. You like a person or thing because it pleases one of your five senses - sight, smell, sound, taste and touch. When you like, you don't think about its existence and importance in this world. When you like you don't think about its feelings.

On the contrary, on seeing a beautiful rose, if you watered it, it means that you thought about its existence and importance in this world. It means that your action has been driven by a thought about its well being in future. When you love anything, not only does your one of the five senses gets pleased but also you think about longevity of the loved one. May be this is the reason behind symbolizing LOVE in HEART shape.

Dear Friend, with this understanding, may be its time for us to introspect, if we really LOVE them with whom we are in a relationship or if we just LIKE them.

Fatherhood

Dear Father, Only after having a child I got to know the reality behind, being a Father. I got to know your feelings towards me. There is a saying that  "Love and Discipline should go in parallel for the well being of your Loved one". I knew this statement but got the experience of its imbibed reality only in the process of educating my child. My daughter exhibits her various shades to me.  Shades being fighting, arguing, beating, scolding, crying, shouting, laughing, talking, complaining, blaming, warning, dominating etc. I would have also exhibited all these shades to you. Personally I feel one needs patience to withstand all these shades. But yet being a Father I strangely see that I love my daughter at end of the day. Definitely you would have also felt the same, when you had to be hard to me for my own well being. May be that's the beauty of taking responsibility with Love.

Dear Father, you have done everything to me at your possibility without expecting anything from me. It would be a blunder to say Thank You, so I just BOW to you on your Birthday. And I also BOW to you to take your BLESSINGS on my Birthday. Being born on the same date (06-April), we are alike NOT only by blood but also mostly by thoughts and feelings. It's my deepest feeling that we are in this holy relationship NOT because we-HAVE-to but because we-LOVE-to. A lot can be said to express my LOVE for you. But the thing which grows enormously on expressing is LOVE. So at this point I put a Period.

IT!

IT expresses its view on each and every situation, though it's mostly unheard
IT silently appeals to me to pay attention to IT
IT silently watches me exhibiting all my shades
IT pops up in its enormous strength to help me out in bad situation.
IT assures me that nothing has gone wrong, inspires me that everything happens for a cause and helps me to recover myself in case of unexpected events.
IT silently communicates with me through a channel called FEELING to convey that IT is with ME from eons of time and IT assures me that IT will be with ME in future as well, forever, irrespective of the situations.

IT educates me that the real GOAL of HUMAN LIFE is to Merge with DIVINE.
IT silently helps me to remember the real GOAL of this LIFE.
IT silently guides me to a PATH to achieve the real goal of HUMAN LIFE
IT demands me to prioritise my events in LIFE to achieve the GOAL for which it descended into this WORLD

IT encourages me to know IT a bit by bit through a process called MEDITATION
IT conveys me the fact that it is possible to know IT completely only by diving deep within my own SELF

When I dive within my HEART to know what IT is, I see it as my SOUL.. voilà.

Argument

With my near and dear, I often used to argue on abstract topics like "Judgment of one's behaviour in a particular situation", SPIRITUALITY, FAITH, BELIEF, LOVE . I have the habit to fight to justify my own point, if it seems to be valid for me. By nature, I accept my mistake if it happened to be proved that the point of argument is NOT valid. At the same time, if the point of argument seems to be valid for me and the other person who is dear to me is NOT accepting it then ANGER, ANXIETY pitches in and I lose my control. In such situations, it would be a psychological  MESS for me to think of all sort of worldly examples to make the other person accept my point. Even after all this tedious process, if the other person doesn't accept it, I would be in a world of imagination thinking of the reason for rejection of my point and at the same time validating the point of argument again in my own perspective. This process is always painful for me to undergo.

Fortunately I came across the message from 'Neale Donald Walsch' as part of CWG compaign
"I Believe God Wants You to Know". I think the following message suits to my situation.
"The best argument you can make is no argument at all. Do not argue with life, or with anyone in life. Life presents itself perfectly in every moment, and every person believes his or her point of view to be valid and 'right.' Arguing with any of this is pointless, and a terrific waste of energy. Simply create what you choose next."

It is simply true that every one's point of view on ABSTRACT topics is valid in his/her own perspective and it may be ABSOLUTELY PERFECT for his/her life situation. This message may make sense to someone in proximity of my frequency. So just thought to include in my BLOG

NOTE : The above message is valid to me only for abstract topics that are judged by HEART - like LOVE, BELIEF, FAITH, SPIRITUALITY. The same message doesn't make sense for me in SEEMED_TO_BE_REAL_TIME topics related to JOB, Science&Technology, 'Differentiation between Good and Bad, so as to advice your children/near-dear', 'validation of current Politics'; wherein I believe need for argument is essential, without which there are fare chances for degradation of thinking pattern/character/behaviour of your  near/dear and as a result chances of failure of your near/dear shoots up.

Hospitality

It's my experience that Offering Hospitality to your near/dear is as important as accepting the offered Hospitality and being as a Houseguest in your near/dear home. Both are equally important to make a relationship much more stronger. Generally people give more importance to offer hospitality than to be as a Houseguest. If either of them is ignored you gonna hurt the relationship. I think this is a common misconception, dominated by one's ego.

Remember that hospitality is a gift, one that should be accepted graciously.

Technology - Overusage

In my childhood i used to give a firm suggestion at bedtime to wakeup at a particular hour, say at 5AM. And my Body_Clock always used to wake me up exactly at that hour.
I got so habituated to wake up by Alarm Clock that, now I feel lazy and NOT_So_Confident to use my inner strength to wake up early.

I firmly thought to change this attitude. From last week, I avoided completely to use Alarm Clock and relied solely on Body_Clock. Though it took some days for me to apply will power with confidence to give a firm suggestion, atlast from this week, I am back to my previous confidence and my Body_Clock works correctly as expected.

I learnt through experience that Overusage of technology leads to ignorance of one's own inner strength. But it doesn't take much time to regain the strength, provided one have the FIRM WILL to do it.

Is there a DIVINE ?

My eyes caught the below narration while browsing the internet. As soon as I started reading it, unknown enthusiasm built-up within me. As soon as I finished it, my mind gave an impulse that this narration resembles human thoughts upon divinity. And my HEART felt like it got some assurance of it's own thinking process. So thought to decorate my BLOG with this Flower.

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In a mother’s womb were two babies. One asked the other: "Do you believe in life after delivery?" The other replied, "Why, of course. There has to be something after delivery. Maybe we are here to prepare ourselves for what we will be later."
"Nonsense" said the first. "There is no life after delivery. What kind of life would that be?"

The second said, "I don’t know, but there will be more light than here. Maybe we will walk with our legs and eat from our mouths. Maybe we will have other senses that we can’t understand now."

The first replied, "That is absurd. Walking is impossible. And eating with our mouths? Ridiculous! The umbilical cord supplies nutrition and everything we need. But the umbilical cord is so short. Life after delivery is to be logically excluded."

The second insisted, "Well I think there is something and maybe it’s different than it is here. Maybe we won’t need this physical cord anymore."

The first replied, "Nonsense. And moreover if there is life, then why has no one has ever come back from there? Delivery is the end of life, and in the after-delivery there is nothing but darkness and silence and oblivion. It takes us nowhere."

"Well, I don’t know," said the second, "but certainly we will meet Mother and she will take care of us."

The first replied "Mother? You actually believe in Mother? That’s laughable. If Mother exists then where is She now?"

The second said, "She is all around us. We are surrounded by her. We are of Her. It is in Her that we live. Without Her this world would not and could not exist."

Said the first: "Well I don’t see Her, so it is only logical that She doesn’t exist."

To which the second replied, "Sometimes, when you’re in silence and you focus and you really listen, you can perceive Her presence, and you can hear Her loving voice, calling down from above." - Útmutató a Léleknek
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Illustrated in a very magnificent manner. Hats off to the Author !!! - Bhanu Prakash.