Am I What I Am ?

Am I what I am ?
My SELF questions ME often
Am I what I am ?

To EXPERIENCE what I am
I need to BELIEVE what I am
To believe what I am
I need to KNOW what I am
To know what I am
I need to know a HUMAN who experienced himself
To obtain such a GURU/MASTER
I need to pray GOD
To BECOME what I am
I BIND my MASTER within ME FOREVER

With FAITH and BELIEF in GURU, I need to follow METHOD suggested by HIM
Through this method, GURU seeds DIVINE craving in my HEART

Once the DIVINE link is recognized by myself
I am NO more Alone as I experience mySELF, every moment
I am NO more afraid of anything as I experience DIVINE within ME, every moment.
I am NO longer a WANDERER as I know the REAL GOAL of HUMAN LIFE

I remember HIM often, with the suggested METHOD, so as to learn to LOVE
In HIS CONSTANT REMEMBRANCE I experience my SELF
In HIS CONSTANT REMEMBRANCE I experience the BLISS in being connnected to HIM within ME
In HIS CONSTANT REMEMBRANCE I experience to know what I am in REALITY

With REALITY in view I adore MISSION established by my GURU
I serve it in my own way
To help myself to be in contact with mySELF

An urge to dedicate my LIFE to MASTER, METHOD and MISSION is thus seeded.

At this point, my SELF doesn't ask ME
Am I What I am ?
But it conveys me that only after merge with DIVINE/GURU
I am what I am !!!

Love and Like

On the way, if you see a rose flower and being attracted to its beauty, you plucked the flower and separated it from its mother-branch of the tree, which nourishes it for it's longevity, it means that you just liked it, but you didn't loved it. You like a person or thing because it pleases one of your five senses - sight, smell, sound, taste and touch. When you like, you don't think about its existence and importance in this world. When you like you don't think about its feelings.

On the contrary, on seeing a beautiful rose, if you watered it, it means that you thought about its existence and importance in this world. It means that your action has been driven by a thought about its well being in future. When you love anything, not only does your one of the five senses gets pleased but also you think about longevity of the loved one. May be this is the reason behind symbolizing LOVE in HEART shape.

Dear Friend, with this understanding, may be its time for us to introspect, if we really LOVE them with whom we are in a relationship or if we just LIKE them.

Fatherhood

Dear Father, Only after having a child I got to know the reality behind, being a Father. I got to know your feelings towards me. There is a saying that  "Love and Discipline should go in parallel for the well being of your Loved one". I knew this statement but got the experience of its imbibed reality only in the process of educating my child. My daughter exhibits her various shades to me.  Shades being fighting, arguing, beating, scolding, crying, shouting, laughing, talking, complaining, blaming, warning, dominating etc. I would have also exhibited all these shades to you. Personally I feel one needs patience to withstand all these shades. But yet being a Father I strangely see that I love my daughter at end of the day. Definitely you would have also felt the same, when you had to be hard to me for my own well being. May be that's the beauty of taking responsibility with Love.

Dear Father, you have done everything to me at your possibility without expecting anything from me. It would be a blunder to say Thank You, so I just BOW to you on your Birthday. And I also BOW to you to take your BLESSINGS on my Birthday. Being born on the same date (06-April), we are alike NOT only by blood but also mostly by thoughts and feelings. It's my deepest feeling that we are in this holy relationship NOT because we-HAVE-to but because we-LOVE-to. A lot can be said to express my LOVE for you. But the thing which grows enormously on expressing is LOVE. So at this point I put a Period.

IT!

IT expresses its view on each and every situation, though it's mostly unheard
IT silently appeals to me to pay attention to IT
IT silently watches me exhibiting all my shades
IT pops up in its enormous strength to help me out in bad situation.
IT assures me that nothing has gone wrong, inspires me that everything happens for a cause and helps me to recover myself in case of unexpected events.
IT silently communicates with me through a channel called FEELING to convey that IT is with ME from eons of time and IT assures me that IT will be with ME in future as well, forever, irrespective of the situations.

IT educates me that the real GOAL of HUMAN LIFE is to Merge with DIVINE.
IT silently helps me to remember the real GOAL of this LIFE.
IT silently guides me to a PATH to achieve the real goal of HUMAN LIFE
IT demands me to prioritise my events in LIFE to achieve the GOAL for which it descended into this WORLD

IT encourages me to know IT a bit by bit through a process called MEDITATION
IT conveys me the fact that it is possible to know IT completely only by diving deep within my own SELF

When I dive within my HEART to know what IT is, I see it as my SOUL.. voilà.