Energy

Two persons in my neighbourhood began shouting at each other aloud, all of a sudden.  Vibrations produced by their yelling touched my heart, while I was resting at my home, watching a beautiful sunset through my favourite window spot. I thought - They shout at each other as they realize that they don't listen to each other, they don't get convinced with each other's logic but they fail to understand that they yell at each other because they subconsciously know that their hearts are getting  distanced apart. As the distance between their hearts increase, their pitch of yelling also increases. They speak aloud to make the other listen. Their voice tremble. Their body shivers out of anger. Their energy gushes out in an attempt to make other understand their perception of the subject. They attempt to point out others mistake to make the other feel low and surrender to them.  In an attempt to achieve victory over the other, they display their foolishness to each other by calling the other with dirty names referring to their relations. Even though they know that they are hurting each other by shouting at each other, they don't have control on themselves. It's all the play of the energy accumulated within themselves. 

After sometime, when their body got tired of evacuating their energy in a fierce manner, they settle down a bit.  And now they are at mercy of their mind. If their mind feed energy to thoughts related to jealousy, greed, selfishness, domination, power then they start again to shout at each other until they satisfy their individual ego. This play goes on as such till their body gets tired out, till their energy-clots are freed up. They even forget the reason in totality for which they got into argument. They end up in confusion, being lost in the words gushed out in those stupid arguments. When they get tired at yelling, some cry to relieve themselves from the remaining energy, some take a shot of alcohol to calm the raging mind, some participate in sex to divert the energy, some take a long walk or jog to spend energy for a good cause, some lucky people like me go to sleep all alone. 

At the end it's the play of the energy; energy gets used to perform different actions abiding the principle that energy can neither be created nor destroyed. It just gets transformed, reformed, retained and spent. Energy recycles. It's the ultimate power. It recycles through the invisible medium, transmitted through the numerous minds and hearts. Human body is just an apparatus used up by minds and hearts to let the energy flow. 

Secret lies in the technique the person chose to let the energy flow through him, without blocking it inside himself, without forming energy-clots within himself. And the secret is to be merely an observer of the situations, people and happenings around him. Secret lies in practising detachment at the back of mind while being attached with your near and dear. Secret lies in living in the present moment. 

The person who practice this secret, knows that he does so, not only for the benefit of himself but also for betterment of everyone around him.

Di*e*s*

At a moment in everyone's life, a realization pops up reverberating the fact that Life is more important than anything else in the world. At that moment seemed-to-be-normal things like breathing, walking, sleeping, eating, proper digestion and excretion will take up thier stand as miracles. At that moment, all the negative expressions like Jealousy, anger, greed will be automatically suppressed by thier own nature and calmness prevails over the bieng. Regret and guilt may popup realizing the fact that a lot of time had been wasted in life in lifting up all the negative emotions and expressions. At that moment, life seems to be simple and beautiful. At that moment, a decision, if taken will be in accordance with SOUL plan. Wise is a person who realizes the above fact and change his lifestyle and behavior in short span of time without ignoring or procrastinating the implementation of his decision. And that moment is when one knows that his body has been diseased. A mesmerizing fact which can be derived from above statements is that a disease is an alarm demanding a change for ones good. 

"Its time to realize and put forth an action for a change, buddy !"      - Thus says a disease.

Change !

On Sundays, it was my task in my childhood to get some essential items from nearby grocery store and it happened mostly in early mornings, where I noticed a shopkeeper giving aarathi repeatedly and doing some traditional way of praying GOD by mere external mannerisms. I felt his actions exhibited fear of something, instead of love towards GOD. Out of curiosity when enquired about it, my well wishers told me that he might got feared about the change in his upcoming business transactions. On that day, out of my childhood innocence, I thought when I grow up, i should chose a path for my livelihood, which doesn't change much or which should not be dependent on any external situations. 

When i landed up in informatique industry, it was my realization during recession times that I was in a well wherein i don't want to swim since my childhood, but had to swim for my financial survival; recession times enlightened me the dependency of inflation, commodity, earnings, jobs and expenses. As one of the factor changes, the other changes and most unfortunately disproportional. This fact dawned upon me that my childhood dream about having a changless livelihood is a mere hallucination and learnt the impacts of its transient nature. 

In my association with near and dear, I learnt that their perception on a subject changed as per the situations. It's nothing different than the economics concept of demand and supply; just for a matter of change, people termed the same concept as Perception. 

As time passed on, when i lost my mother, it shook me off and it took lot of time to accept that change in my life. 

When my daughter was born, I observed change in her facial expressions every day, as days passed by change is noticeable every month, every year and so on. This observation reminded me that I too had changed since my childhood, both physical and psychological, which I might have noticed earlier as well but never felt in such a crystal clear fashion as i felt at that moment. 

Sometimes, it happened that i noticed beforehand a possible impact of my earlier decision due to changed circumstances. In such events I quickly decided to change my earlier decision in accordance with changed situations; and in this process I experienced a progressive change in my lifestyle. 

Recently when I had to lockdown myself in a 40m2 flat for around 2 months due to coronavirus outbreak, I learnt the way the economy of each of the country is tightly coupled with a tragic situation happened in certain part of the world because of acts of certain group of maniac headed people. And during this lockdown period, the changes that i had to incorporate in my life for my survival was beyond my imagination. 

Now I have to admit the fact that after each of these changes in my life experiences, my HEART never failed to whisper to me softly the old saying - "CHANGE is inevitable !"